momentary recovery of consciousness just before death.........That's the best best phrase to describe my recent life = =

 

I'd been so negative until the "one-day"(I'll mention it later). Maybe because of sickness or failure in interview or failure in physics exam (pretty reasonable - -). I stayed in my room for nearly 2 weeks = =..swear by heaven! I (almost) didn't play any games! What have I done? hmm...I watched friends and BBC news..(I'm really a hypocritical diligent boy - -) By the way...I finished the whole 10 seasons.....I learnt only one useful sentence : How you doin'? ......haha I'm just joking....Anyway those days were pretty tough to me = = ..Every single thing are failed...actually I'm not as optimistic as I thought = =

 

BUT ONE DAY....I accidently opened my Email box and accidently clicked on my 'new Email'...I found myself accidently got the last offer from my first choice..(which is conditional obviously...) it was IMPERIAL my goddness....I couldn't even believe it as the interview went really badly...maybe the interviewer's brain went badly as well = = I repicked my dusty physics book and decided to retake my physics and IELTS... Anyway it held out hope to me and I could see my future is relighted on the horizon = = (some 'exaggrations' here cause I'm not insane....yet)

 

I came back on last Wednesday. After 2 days "time gap filling", I attained "IELTS 6.5 Lessons" day by day. This is the start of true insanity....(almost) No playing No chatting and No staring on my lap-top screen(which is my favorite...). In the gap of two adjacent lessons or lunch time. I have to review physics as far as in me lies = =.... Some crazy definitions still sparkling in my eyes...(Work function is the minimum energy requires to emit an electron from metal surface....) anyway...they drive me crazy whereas I must confront and FINISH them...... MY..I HATE ENGLISH AND STUDY.........immortal, invincible, ME only wise...(a silly song which we always sing on every Wednesday - chapel day  = =)

 

ahh...the "Passion day" of me was began but it will lead to a fabulous way (hopefully - -;) I've never ever tried anything so hard (due to my laziness = =, anyway..be lazy is really enjoyable haha..I miss that feeling) Maybe this is a real opportunity to test if I could be hardworking....althought it's bored = =

 

Finally, good luck to me and good luck to you guys....We will all finish the mess with triumph.. Cheers`

最近发烧严重 也没什么心情去写blog

这周末是传说中的Exeat 不让住学校 所以就在周围的一个旅馆住了 没事干 写点东西好了

 

大概20天之前 据说有场20年最大的地震 震源离我们地方大概1小时火车时间( - - 在英国比较实用的单位) 一个叫lincolnshire的地方 大概震级6.5吧 持续时间好象也就几秒 不过据说全宿舍楼的人几乎都醒了(一共两个人没醒 我占其中之一 = =;) 20年最大的地震也不过如此 连屋顶瓦片都没掉也敢叫地震 英国就是一个无聊的国家

 

然后就是上周4开始发烧 学校的宿舍暖气一直都没有 晚上冷的要死 结果就一星期没去上课 更不巧的就是上周3帝国理工面试 那天头疼的要死 面试进行的一塌糊涂 首先是让我summarize personal statement 当时都没明白为什么问这种无聊的问题 所以几乎都没回答 后来才意识到是测验我personal statement是不是代写 这下好了 本来不是代写都成代写了 然后就是问我一个数学问题 竟然也不会做 感觉挺白痴的问题 当时就是想不起来怎么答 好象是问我 f(x)=∫cos(t)dt 不过是从(upper limit)x^2 到(lower limit)0 ...  求f'(x) 大概最后答案是 2x Sin(x^2) 然后又问我把x^2换成随便一个方程a(x)结果是什么 那个貌似答对了一半 不过也没什么意义觉得

 

总之面试比较糟糕 拿通知的成功率感觉不大 不过有UCL垫底也不是特别惨了 再有就是前几天拿到上次考试成绩 物理考的巨差 当时考完还感觉不错 不知道为什么成绩这么低 算了 等6月重考好了

 

越写越无聊....头还疼的要死.....最近感觉很是不顺

 

大概3月17号回去 还要上雅思 烦啊